My relationship with my daughter is far too different from my relationship with my mother. My mom and I are not close. Ever since I was born, I was never close to my mom. I always felt that she hates me and does not love me. Although, that is not quite true. I know she loves me but she just has a problem showing it. So when I got pregnant, I made a vow to always show my daughter how much she is loved. From the time she was yet inside me up to now, I love you is a common phrase you will hear exchanged and uttered between me and Lili. When she wakes up she greets me good morning with a kiss and an "I love you mommy" .. and when I tuck her to bed at night, there is also the exchange of I love You... and a hug--- of course, in between, Lili, being a sweet little darling, will simply go near me and for no apparent reason, would kiss and hug and whisper her I love You.. and when she is extremely happy, you will get your share of never ending sweetness... I like the warmth of those words and the feel of her hug... Maybe, if my mom did the same with me while I was growing up, we could have been closer than close... Oh well, there are some things in life that we really can not control--- Each of us have different learning patterns and different backgrounds.. Different experiences that shaped and continues to shape our lives...
Anyway, here's a prayer for all of us in these times of crisis...
Anyway, here's a prayer for all of us in these times of crisis...
Somehow, it is not related to what I blogged about, but, I know it will help... (a voice is telling me to put it here, lol... )
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I love that song maam
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