I AM AT PEACE...

Don't we all want peace in our lives. A place where all we can ever be is ourselves. A time and a place that allows us to do whatever we want without fear of other people's criticism and unfair judgment? But the world is not built that way. We should learn to exist and co exist with harsh individuals. We just have to. I guess that's how it is now. My reality speaks so much truth about the world around me. You can not say that a person who claims to be religious or faithful and declares himself or herself a Christian would not drop the bomb at you. Well, I have met a lot of them, and believe or not, it does not really matter. So long as I have my peaceful universe, then my world is okay... Sometimes I get to think that maybe we should just shun away from these people. But then again, it's not worth all the energy. Running away from them just won't do any good. I just have to face them and see them eye to eye...

Anyway, I don't owe them anything... Not even an explanation of all the hows and the whys... Besides that, they are in no position to criticize, after all, my cross and their cross are way too different.. One they should not compare... At least I am independent. I earn my own money to pay the bills... I do not ask my parents for my needs and my daughter's... So, I'd like to remain silent. At least I choose silence. The orange house is my fortress... No one can hurt me and my daughter here... Not the nosy neighbor across our house or the nosy distant relative .. I am at peace... and I am happy.. I always believe that if a person or thing won't do you any good then do not keep it... For these reasons, I do not socialize with these kinds of people...damn hypocrites!!! Back stabbing lowlife... At least I pass any test I take.. Haven't failed one... well, I usually focus on improving myself or preparing for a major examination rather than talking about other people's lives, making unnecessary comments.... That's just so YOU!!! What do you get out of it anyway? Well, hahaha...