Remodeling The Orange House???

The orange house is really an ideal place to make a home. However with normal wear and tear, the house needs remodeling. Not the expensive kind for drastic changes, but perhaps just enough to accentuate the beauty of the house. But of course, at this point in time, I need to consider so many things. One, that it is just a rented space and not mine, but still I need to care for it. Two, that if have to have it remodeled, I will be spending lots and lots of money, which I could be using for some other necessary stuff... So okay, the idea may just be blurry right now, but I cant help but scout and search and find a contractor or two... Much to my amazement, there are lots online. But not here in Cagayan de Oro City. I wanted someone from this city, instead, I found one for Kansas City Remodeling... hehehe... Anyway, I went through their site and I am totally impressed.Oh well, any chance of bringing CDO to Kansas City, lol... Just kidding...

Having a good contractor is really a good investment. Finding one may seem difficult but of course, some of the good ones are just a click away... As for me, I received a text message from my long time friend and business contact, Allyn, that she knows a good contractor here in this city. She even sent me a business card of Ollie... Hmmm... Now I have the name and number, but I need to talk with the owner of the house first. Our arrangement was that, any improvement on the house will be deducted from my rent. Remodeling seems a huge idea. A big leap...a very big step which entails lots of money. He might not like the idea because then, he will be receiving less of the rent... Well, we'll see... It's for his house anyway...

AN UNEXPECTED CALL...

Got off the phone after a very long phone conversation--- ED. I wish it was easier for people to get involved without having to think of the consequences of their actions...

I did not expect that he'd call again... after all, I told him that we should stop communicating. But of course, we are still friends so what's the point in not talking. He said he missed me terribly. I do too. Especially because he listens to me and makes me talk my feelings out without judging me or telling me that I should stop... He never tells me to stop talking when I have so much to say... Hmmm... Now I am thinking of his proposal again...

With these games that "you know who" is playing, I might as well play his game too. But--- I am not like him. I do not play with people's emotions. Especially because I know what's going on between each of our lives. Well, like the way we used to, he poured everything out... My oh my... we are not using SUN... it must be expensive... When we ended the call, I felt like crying. Ed do not deserve whatever he is going through now.. He deserves to be happy.... I wish I could teach him how to be happy. Because quite frankly, I am happy now. I am at peace. I can say to all of my detractors that their game is useless and pointless because it just doesn't hurt me anymore...I know the truth... And all they are doing now just makes me laugh... I wish I could show you guys the pictures they have uploaded on friendster to prove my point... But I am not like them.. I will not stoop so low as to level myself with them. My life is full. I am too busy for such nonsense... But never too busy to talk to a friend in need... Dear God, please take away his pain... Amen...